May 20, 2007

Don't you just wish

that annoying people in your life would just go away? Much like soiled clothing that you put into the washing machine? I do wish that lately, a lot. How do you truly remove yourself from them and not let them get the better of you? I have tried hard but every now and then they still manage to come back and haunt me. It has almost become my personal battle now, not so much of their mere existances anymore. I want to be happy and how I am going to lead a happy life in the future depends on myself now. My willpower to let go of little, petty and unimportant things, to be able to brush their nonsense off like dust, to be able to look at the big picture (karma will eventually get them) rather than getting the kick of instant gratification. As of today, I have yet been able to do that. I am still rather obssessed with ranting about them. Unfortunately, they have become a big part of my life unknowingly. I am unhappy. I have to break this emotional shackle. I want to.

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